Aside from myself.
I'm feeling very depressed today. I just want to curl up and not wake up. I got all stimulated for the kitten to arrive today or tomorrow, then I get a message that something's come up and they can't make it till the beginning of the month. I'm fine with that I am. I understand that things happen. But I'm also very disappointed. I feel let down. But that's not all I just feel so out of sync with everything and that's throwing my depression into high speed.
I'm tired and lacking sleep. I don't feel good.
I just cut ties with my last relative. He's super toxic to my mental health. I just can't care if I've pissed him off. I don't need it.
I don't even know what to write here. I just don't have it today. I feel like crap. and I want to die.
nothing new.
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