I think..... I don't know I'm still figuring this out.
My son always wants to get me gifts for the holiday, I tell him it's not necessary but he insists. This year I found a solution. Buying coffee cups on ebay. I've gotten a couple of nice ones so far and they're tucked away in the closet to be wrapped later.
But I've hit a snag. I'm finding some triggering things that made me sit back and go "HMMMM!!!!"
I'm looking for a specific type of mug. Abstract or floral patterns are great. Ones with company logo's are fine. I can not abide the ones with faces on them. The ones in the shape of jolly santa, or shaped like a fish where you'd have to drink out of the mouth...... UMMM NO.... even the ones with cartoon characters make me uncomfortable.
Looking back I can see that I've always had plain or floral pattern ones and strictly stayed away from any 'face' type mug. I never knew why, now I do. I think this goes along with the SPD pattern. I hate to see people eating and the sounds bug the hell out of me. I avoid looking at people eating it's gross. But to drink my coffee out of those type mugs NO WAY IN HELL.
I'm getting upset and flustered looking for the right kind of mug for cripes sake. I don't like being like this.
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